2. Some Mistakes & Not in a Good Place ⁄ December Daily

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Bye I love you hi little one you’re just a little
snowball you might be wondering why I am doing a
face mask right now well it’s because after I cooked my exciting stir-fry—my
vegetarian stir-fry, I sat down to eat dinner and something
like an eyelash went into my eye so I was like oh, and oh my gosh my eye set aflame, because I didn’t wash my hands thoroughly after I was cutting those
peppers, and stirring with them and you know so.. so spicy—it was like I was being
attacked, so then I go wash it off with an ounce of water goes to my other eye
my other eye sets AFLAME so my eyes for maybe like three minutes straight were just burning, burning—couldn’t open them then I put frozen broccolis on them and
it really soothed it so I thought, “okay what other way can I have something on my face that’s like kind of cooling?” and I don’t have to hold frozen broccoli like over my eyes and it’s a face mask, it’s very cooling so, yes, this really helps. However,
it still feels like my skin is super warm like I’m under the Sun or something. I once read a life hack where you can put peppers in your shoes to keep your
toes warm but yeah, no, and please not in my eyes I don’t know how long I have to
wait to eat dinner but I can try that was an interesting experience it’s been maybe ten minutes it has subsided—I really just feel a heat
in my forehead now, but I’m fine so I just arrived to San Jose and I took a van here it’s weird being here without Annabelle so I made it to my hotel it’s really late now I am ready to get some sleep and I’ll try to wake up early and
get ready and be in the right state of mind for my job interview tomorrow Yesterday was just an array of mistakes First it was the pepper burning, and then it was watching I knew I shouldn’t have watched “Walt: The Man Behind the Myth” Last week I got so sore just because I didn’t work out all during break my arms are sore just from tying my hair but yeah especially for running it’s more of a reason to keep it up just because I
want my cardiovascular system to be healthy, I want my heart and breathing to be healthy, so I’ll bring some music basically I’m gonna jog there workout
for half an hour maybe 40 minutes and then jog back to shower the workout was okay before I clean up I’m gonna do the litter box so I don’t have to do it after I’m showered I’m gonna link these litter box products because I recommend
them if you have a cat or you’re gonna get one I like these supplies. I recommended these to a friend and she got them and think that they’re working well too so this is a top entry litter box and then this one is the Litter Genie if you don’t know what the Litter Genie is, I want to say it’s the same idea as
the diaper genie where you don’t have to throw out your bag of crap right away and you just release it into the bottom and there’s this lever that traps it down so you can’t smell it either and it just stays in the compartment until it’s
filled up and then you can tie it up and dispose of it also the litter that I get
I’ve been using a couple of different kinds I don’t smell it at all—I was kind
of concerned in the beginning when getting a cat that their litter box is
gonna be in my room and I didn’t want that scent to be in the air and even cleaning it now I barely can smell it I just smell the litter smell not any poop
or pee smell I’m excited to try a new shampoo and conditioner thank you to Nature Lab for sending these to me I’m using the volume collection mmm smells like a lotion—very soothing lotion but it’s not a chemical smell either I’m really bad at describing smells,
but yeah this is the same I got the feeling, when I was using the
product, that it is a little bit dry compared to shampoo and conditioners
that are very hydrating it also didn’t It also didn’t sudd up, which is common for a lot of better quality shampoos, I’m gonna let my hair air dry as normal and see what it feels like now I get the exciting real breakfast because I just had cereal
earlier to hold me over for the workout but left over a veggie scramble from last
night will be amazing with added egg Prairie~look what I have. Not for you! this is a very spicy—you would not like it prairie is all cozied up with Francis
and Herschel Bye Prairie! Muah! I am so excited for my interview and
it’s so weird to see leaves on the trees, it’s actually very uplifting. so, it’s… nice to be here and I’ll miss them when I go back to the East Coast I’m ordering a ride to… go home. wow I can’t believe that it’s almost midnight already, it’s crazy because I didn’t get as much as I wanted to done, and class did get out like an hour late but still… I got a package, maybe this is the pair of jeans that I ordered? even though I don’t recognize the label? Oh! Thank You grit and zest, oh yeah a while back they said that they wanted me to check out their grand opening, they make athletic wear they wanted me to try out their gear, and see how I liked it and give them some feedback. thank you guys! the tops look a bit big for me, they’re nice and blue- also has the mesh here. yeah so thank you so much to the team at grit & zest. can’t wait to workout with these next. prairie! so I didn’t really get anything done, talking with my sister, called Tyler for a little bit, and told them about my day and them to me about theirs. I’m gonna figure out the work that I wanted to do tonight… tomorrow. I’m just not in a good place tonight because for one class, I really backed myself into a corner in terms of the collection that I designed
and how it ended up, and that’s something that we have been changing and doing for… several weeks, the professor just said that it’s pretty but.. not meaningful, very shallow and I’m just… not very motivated to… execute the rest of the work that I
have in this class because I guess I just feel very put down and it’s not that I don’t agree because I see the point and see what they’re talking about, and if I can approach this with what know now I think I can do a lot better. but because of the time that I have left there’s nothing really I can do but just
embrace this and run with this, but I was just told that… um I’m on my own, ‘good luck’ I’m just gonna do what I have to do. you know but for tonight, I’m just not able to continue cuz I’m just suddenly so exhausted quickly before I head out I wanted to talk a
little bit. I don’t want to leave things the way it was last night because… it’s just.. even thinking about editing, and leaving it that way leaves a very bitter sentiment. the biggest thing that I can take away from this class I’m struggling in is that I know that if I look back on this assignment if I can do it again, I can make it so much better already.
it’s not fair that not only do I feel discouraged from somebody else, if I keep discouraging myself and like who’s gonna stand up for you if you
don’t do it yourself like yeah okay, some people might not like it there’s a
difference of opinion but, if you also just agree with them then you’re truly just isolating and singling yourself out and I don’t think that it helps you learn to do that, so that’s what I’m trying to think right now. I had like one of the worst sleeps of my life. I’m not sure if I was half dreaming but
I swear that I woke up or maybe every ten minutes last night.. and I was just thinking about what I’m gonna do for this class, but… yet I still haven’t really figured it out and I’m not gonna… really stress over it because you know
what, like I have seven days to this term I’m gonna look back on this someday when
I’m like 50 or 60. I wonder how different things will seem then. it’s just not worth it to be so, so unhappy. one thought that I also have that applies
not just towards your career or the things that you do in school, when you feel like something is not going the way you want, you truly learn from your
experiences, and.. I think right now, people tend to think that I have a lot of
things figured out because I miraculously mature or
something but, in truth I’ve just experienced a lot of things I’ve learned from, and it’s because you undergo an experience that you realize something
and you either… do things differently in the future or.. have perspective on a certain situation that you can grow from. when I was applying for an internship before, I had a lot of struggles making the PDF it was my first time, I felt very inexperienced but then I thought okay, ‘if I messed up this time… this will prevent me messing up for a
job that counts.’ obviously not to cut yourself excuses, like oh yeah ‘I’m young
whatever, I don’t have to try’ because the truth is I’m really trying hard and I am really really letting things get to me but… I’m gonna keep trying and just… enjoy the fact that I’m here enjoy my existence here like.. I’m able to go to school I have a nice apartment that I get to decorate, I have a cat, my sister, Tyler is coming home today, I have eyesight- that’s something I’m really grateful for. I’m very afraid of losing sight because I can’t produce art the way I’d like. they might be very cliche ways of dealing with things.. um or, overrated but… when people just call things overrated I’m not always sure what they mean, because just because something is overrated or abundant doesn’t make it bad or wrong… or… obsolete so.. it’s very fulfilling to know that my
thoughts can be helpful for some, and I hope that it is. I’m looking forward to editing this, this afternoon because It’ll give me a break from classes and work. I have eight hours worth of school today, and.. tomorrow is technically the last day of
classes.. hmm.. so yeah I will see you in a couple of days, thank you for being here, leaving a comment if you want to chitchat. I really appreciate it everyone
who commented in the last video. I will see you very soon. bye! hallo ? yo. wake up *my sister needs me to pester her because she struggles to get up in the morning* ~singing a whole new world~

 

100 Responses

  1. Grace P.C.F

    December 5, 2018 8:19 pm

    I remember being told to suck the good out of a suggestion no matter how it was said and then throw the rest away. Imagine it being said by someone you love and said in a better way. Then run with it. ♡

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  2. unbeliebubble

    December 5, 2018 8:55 pm

    aahh Annabelle, I'm sending you all of my strength for this project <3 you are doing wonderful, and inspire so many of us each day. And seeing Tyler's sequences of the vlog was so nice! love u<3

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  3. Gabriela M

    December 5, 2018 9:02 pm

    I like how as you neared the end of your talk, the sun brightened the frame the same way you came to a brighter, happier conclusion

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  4. IndigoImmy

    December 5, 2018 9:22 pm

    Where is the bag that you take to university from? I really like it especially the rainbow strap because lets be honest things with rainbows on are just better and happier.

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  5. caffehyunwoo

    December 5, 2018 9:33 pm

    thank you sm to sharing your lessons of life w us,, tbh I studied so hard to my maths final and I did bad :/ bUT I wont let it put me down like you said I have to keep trying so fighting ~

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  6. yelyah cents

    December 5, 2018 9:46 pm

    I love that Tyler vlogged in this! I hope he got the job 🙂 Also, I'm sure sooo many college students feel the same way you do Annabelle! I know I do haha The end of the semester is the most stressful time ever. I'm studying mechanical engineering (quite different from art but your videos are definitely my favorite) and in one of my classes I basically need to get an A on my final to do well in the class. I have breakdowns and have been losing sleep but we just have to keep going. Learn from stress, mistakes, & hardships. With the talent and drive you have, I'm sure you will still do well in your class 🙂 Best of luck to you, we're in this together girl <3

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  7. Marleen v/d Knaap

    December 5, 2018 9:58 pm

    Annabelle your pep talks to yourself even help me a lot. I'm also going towards my end-term in design studies now and I have so much pressure. But watching your videos really give me a moment of happiness thank you ❤️

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  8. Hadeel Aljubouri

    December 5, 2018 10:05 pm

    YOU GOT THIS, BE PROUD OF THE WORK YOU DID! YES HES GIVING YOU GOOD ADVICE BUT DONT LET YOUR SELF DOWN. YOUR THE ONLY PERSON YOU HAVE THAT WILL BE THERE EVERY SEC FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. (its not sad im just saying you have you till you die which is a fact anyways lololol ) I LOVE YOU AND KEEP GOING! I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS AND YOUR EFFORT AND JUST ALL OF YOU.

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  9. Creativity Blossoms

    December 5, 2018 10:16 pm

    I am so so happy you are posting more often this month and congrats on reaching 400k subscribers! You are one of those youtubers I have something meaningful to learn from (which are very few these days) and I am very glad to have found your channel 2 years ago.

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  10. Brandon W

    December 5, 2018 10:33 pm

    hey Annabelle, i dont have much money on me right now, so will the crewneck only be available until the 10th? is it possible to buy after?

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  11. Cara V

    December 5, 2018 10:41 pm

    Much love & understanding <3 <3 <3 stay strong, Annabelle! You're amazing and you deserve to believe it, too!

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  12. dyules

    December 5, 2018 10:44 pm

    Hi Annabelle,
    just wanna say we all know you work hard for school and everything basically. You're doing great. I know how it feels when some things don't go the way you want, or the day ends totally different than I wanted it to end, but don't we all? Hang in there, you'll be completely fine. We all will be. 💛 Lots of love, Giulia

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  13. Imini Christie-Wild

    December 5, 2018 11:02 pm

    I adored this video and every other one you've made. I can't explain how calming and lovely it is to watch your videos.

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  14. alexandra colvin

    December 5, 2018 11:06 pm

    I just wanted to take the time to thank you for being so raw and honest (especially these past few months) about school, work, getting things done, struggling with procrastination and feeling un-motivated and being a perfectionist. It's something that I feel not enough people with platforms like yours open up and talk about, but it really helps your audience. I am currently going into my last year of high school in Australia, meaning that I will be completing my HSC. This is easily the most important year of school for me, but it is really comforting and grounding to hear someone else open up about all the things I am dealing with (perfectionism, motivation, juggling school and life etc.). Thanks again- your audience appreciates it 🙂

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  15. Kelly

    December 5, 2018 11:18 pm

    she's a year younger than me but how she handles stress and mistakes just awes me everytime~ I'll know my exam results for my hardest class this semester and I kind of calmed down watching this. Just hoping for the best and expecting the worst at this point. thank you for inspiring all of us, Annabelle! (kinda sad that I didn't discover your channel earlier lol)

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  16. Emma

    December 5, 2018 11:26 pm

    i love how brave and ambitious you are, annabelle. i'm so appreciative that i have someone to look up to who's not afraid of expressing their struggles to others, especially online. you've taught me how to maintain a positive outlook on life and to share the love to others. i wish the best for you. thank you for everything.

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  17. jade

    December 5, 2018 11:27 pm

    I love watching your videos. You are so unique compared to every other YouTuber out there and I love your outlook on life. Keep on spreading that positive vibe & I hope things are better for you soon 🌸

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  18. Mickey Hutchings

    December 5, 2018 11:40 pm

    annabelle, vulnerability is such a difficult thing to share with others, but it is also a very beautiful thing to share sometimes. i just wanted to let you know that it means a lot to see not only the beautiful things, but also the ugly things. thank you for sharing those and being vulnerable with us. it's heartening to see another college student struggling to find peace in their art and find happiness amongst the chaos. thank you so much. love you <3

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  19. jescaaaah

    December 5, 2018 11:49 pm

    I'm loving these December Daily vlogs, keep them up girly! I also have a questions about the cat litter box you use. When your cat jumps out of the little box, does litter also jump out as well? I'm currently using a rectangle litter box (it's low) and my cat loves to scrape at the litter, but when he uses it, A TON (& I mean a ton) of litter always seems to be out of the box than inside of it. I was wondering of the one you use keeps the litter inside?

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  20. sam

    December 6, 2018 12:15 am

    i’m actually in the middle of not being in a good place too. also because of school. i’m currently studying abroad in england (the greatest thing i have ever experienced in my life) but the work is very different than what you would find in a US university. i’m scared of things not turning out how i planned but i’m trying to remember that i worked hard while also traveling and did the best i could do. i would watch your videos in the beginning of college whenever i was feeling anxious and wanted to calm down. thank you for continuing to calm me down and reminding me that everything will eventually be okay 💛

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  21. MarbleFlamingo

    December 6, 2018 1:17 am

    Seeing each notification of your videos in my inbox puts a smile on my face 🙂 I’m so glad that you have the mindset you do because getting through those rough patches is something I deal with and seeing someone I look up to have a positive outlook makes me happy. Being able to relax after a hard day by watching your videos is so amazing, thank you Annabelle <3

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  22. karenlovegood

    December 6, 2018 1:29 am

    Annabelle don't shake it when you take out the poop from the litter box, some sand go back and the cat can smell it, and they don't like

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  23. Rachel Yun

    December 6, 2018 1:33 am

    I love the time you took to self reflect and explain how you felt the next morning after such a tough time you went through the night before. I hope you are better and do better for that class! & like you said when you look back at this time in your life 10 years later it would be another story and memory to keep although it was a hardship you had gone through and overcame. Seriously appreciated that thoughtful self reflective time and being so honest and vulnerable on camera. ♥️

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  24. justice hatcher

    December 6, 2018 2:39 am

    i’m loving these december daily videos!! your vlogs are so calming and pretty. i really loved your comment about appreciating eyesight, there are so many things we take for granted. (also your voice is beautiful)

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  25. oh hi again

    December 6, 2018 2:53 am

    You can also use milk to get rid of the burn! I get a rag/paper towel and pour a little milk on it and rub my eye. It always works for me.

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  26. FareahF

    December 6, 2018 2:55 am

    uhhhh are we just gonna ignore that she busted out some MAJOR PIPES in the end of this video? Annabelle can SING

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  27. Alicia Franklin

    December 6, 2018 4:25 am

    Thank you Annabelle for always being so positive and truthful!! Your words at the end of the video are gonna help me through finals 💕

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  28. crusty bobusty

    December 6, 2018 5:07 am

    Today I tried to put my Christmas tree up, unfortunately the fairy lights weren't working. I had spent so long untangling the tree and setting it up, picking out the decorations I wanted to hang on it. Honestly I felt like it was just another thing I failed at doing, so I went in my bathroom, turned out all of the lights and sat on my bathroom floor for 40 minutes.

    When I returned I put everything back and gave up for the night. Christmas is going to be a difficult time for me anyway because of the death of my family cat, I've cried a couple times over the past week already, trying to imagine what Christmas will be like without him.

    So, don't feel discouraged, at least you're not a woman in her late 20s, who can't handle putting up Christmas decorations. You can see why I dropped out of college 😂😂😂

    But really, don't give up like me, you are smart, capable, emotionally stable ([email protected]) and you have your health. You will succeed, even if it doesn't happen the way you envisioned it ❤

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  29. Aurelia Johansyah

    December 6, 2018 5:47 am

    i just had a rough day yesterday too and i feel like i can overcome it today seeing how you’re also trying to do your best. thank you so much for another video, annabelle. your effort is forever appreciated. let’s do our best together, i’m always on your side 🌹❤️

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  30. Jerry Bean

    December 6, 2018 6:02 am

    Omgg i was busy with life and didn’t get to watch you for a while now.
    How is pumpkin doing?? And suzi? 😁💖

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  31. faerie silva

    December 6, 2018 9:25 am

    not to be rude or anything but why doesnt your boyfriend make his own channel? i come to yours to watch your life and if he enjoys it so much he should start vlogging himself

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  32. Ashley

    December 6, 2018 12:54 pm

    God Bless you Annabelle. Just know that God is always there for you. You’re going to get through these tough seasons.
    1 Peter 5:7 Cast your anxieties on Him because he cares for you.
    God bless you once again, and your family. Much love ♥️♥️♥️

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  33. Debra Low

    December 6, 2018 2:33 pm

    Some of the comments here are really beautiful as well. Extremely appreciative, descriptive and sharing similar sentiments even though they're sad ! This is EXACTLY the kind of community that the net really needs!

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  34. Aida Sofea

    December 6, 2018 3:52 pm

    hi annabelle <3 just wanted to say how much i needed this right now as i'm currently starting on a job soon that i'm not 100% happy with, maybe cause the fear of being new is overwhelming. but your thoughts have made me feel comforted and ready to embrace this new chapter, so thank you for being so lovely <3333

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  35. Elise

    December 6, 2018 8:10 pm

    Hearing what your professor said to you really hit home because my English professor just told me I need to work on my writing (I'm an English major). It hurts when you do something that you think you're good at and someone tells you otherwise. But like you, I understood it and realized I could have done so much better. I am using that encounter as a source of inspiration and as a lesson to carry with me but, it'll always stick with me because I couldn't help but be really hurt after she told me that. You're so wise Annabelle and I love how reflective you are because you say so many things that so profound that not only help me but tons of other people. Thank you for always sharing your life with us because it helps us get through ours <3 wishing you the best as always

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  36. Samuel Hohls

    December 6, 2018 10:07 pm

    We go to school to be educated and to challenge ourselves. School should be an environment to learn and grow. It’s ok to have failed and the experience is very valuable. Instead of viewing your art as shallow view it as aesthetically based! Art is all about perspective. Don’t feel bad about art you make at school. I remember comparing myself with my classmates and now I look back I realise that as long as you’re giving it your all and improving and learning from mistakes you can always get better.

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  37. Joanna.

    December 6, 2018 10:49 pm

    Im back in grad school and Im 29 and find myself so stressed out by everything we do and grades. UGH. I KNOW I don't even care about grades– or won't at ALL in the future–because I have already forgotten about my undergrad A's (which i slaved over for and wish I had had more fun in undergrad) YET HERE I AM AGAIN doing the same thing being stressed!!!!! When will I learn?! (I want to do well but Im trying to shift my mindset to "Good enough" so I can have more life balance but its so hard)

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  38. ashley

    December 6, 2018 11:21 pm

    there was this quote i once heard like “if it won’t matter in 5 years, don’t worry about it for more than 5 minutes” and honestly it makes me stop and think. when i worry about what time i’m gonna work on my english paper or what i’m gonna do in class when my laptop isn’t charged i just stop and think that shortly, it’s not even gonna matter.

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  39. Sara Blooms

    December 7, 2018 12:35 am

    I just love watching your videos when i can't sleep or i'm feeling anxious… you're super sweet and soft spoken and your videos are so pleasing to watch (and they really calm me down)! <3

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  40. Mariana Carvalho

    December 7, 2018 1:21 am

    I've been really struggling with anxiety recently, and I have two essays to finish that are due in a week. Every time I think about them I start panicking, and whenever I come back from lectures, it hangs over me and it's so exhausting. I find myself scrolling endlessly on my phone and suddenly it's 11pm, which is a really bad habit and self-sabotage. Your video truly made me smile & appreciate the small things, like i have an education, a roof over my head, fresh air, legs, my voice, my independence. Thank you for being so honest & kind 💗 Also, loved the clips of Tyler & Prairie is adorable x

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  41. Nico

    December 7, 2018 7:01 am

    ahhhh so exciting to see tyler in san jose, nostalgic for me too because I'm from there but in NYC for college

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  42. Rita Narciso

    December 7, 2018 1:41 pm

    Loved the way Tyler participated in this video even if he was away. You two give off a very peaceful vibe and seem both very dedicated and hardworking.<3

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  43. Nyssael Hermosura

    December 7, 2018 4:16 pm

    My anxiety hits me again.. but you've just automatically calmed me down.. thank you and God bless you always 💛

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  44. Damaris Hernandez

    December 7, 2018 7:37 pm

    the food looks soo good!
    i could see the it had onions,mushrooms,and spinach . but i couldn't tell what the other ingredient was. was it carrot?

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  45. del

    December 7, 2018 9:04 pm

    Your grace in the face of failures and openness to learning and growth are so wonderful. Thank you for sharing your day with us, especially in this busy time of end-of-semester assignments and holidays 💗 Your presence is always such a light in my life ☀️

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  46. Mariam Hassan

    December 8, 2018 1:34 am

    I love that we got to see little video clips of Tyler vlogging! It was refreshing. I also love that we got to see a… rough side to you? It might sound harsh but it's really nice being able to see a person you enjoy and look up to struggling and trying to get through. You're pep talks are similar to the ones I give to myself so it's lovely getting to hear them again from you <3

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  47. lapetiteavocado !

    December 8, 2018 12:37 pm

    aw I love your longs letters 💗 the one you wrote for this video had all the words that I needed bc I'm kinda in the same situation as you . I wish you and I and everyone who is reading this the best of luck ! hv an amazing time

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  48. Morgane Baud

    December 8, 2018 5:11 pm

    We have a lot of 8 hour days, good luck, I know they suck >< The moment Tyler filmed were really nice !

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  49. SusanMae

    December 11, 2018 8:56 pm

    In almost every video you cook sth that looks delicious! Maybe you will make some kind of film about cooking, doing some recipes

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  50. Alejandra Fretes

    December 12, 2018 2:34 pm

    honestly, watching you sob to walt: the man behind the myth made me feel SO MUCH BETTER about sobbing to that film, too!

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  51. ohhmaliyah

    December 13, 2018 6:57 am

    Hello!! Quick tid bit I figured out about shampoo! When it doesn’t sud, its good because it just means less to no sulfates ☆. It definitely feels odd when it doesn’t sud, but I read that it indicates the shampoo or conditioner is more natural without it! 🌿✨ALSO I adore your videos. You are so soothing and pleasing to watch, especially after a stressful day.🌹🌙 (even when you’re stressed, because I can relate a lot, lately!) xoxo💞

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  52. worried tofu

    December 16, 2018 3:19 pm

    i really love your videos. thank you for sharing little bits of your life and your thoughts. what you were saying about experiences helped me in a way.

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  53. Chai Time

    December 26, 2018 6:23 pm

    I’m about to start an internship I’m really nervous for and your thought about how you should just try ur best and if you mess up it’s ok cuz u won’t next time made me feel really good and positive. Thank u Annabelle!

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  54. alice !

    December 26, 2018 9:22 pm

    i’m watching this right now and i just get so happy. i love watching your videos so much and seeing you getting better through out the video some how makes me happy too. lots of love <3

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  55. Tom R Toe

    December 27, 2018 9:52 pm

    these past finals i received a review that had me pretty shot down too. i feel for you. its hard to hear something like that after a strenuous, stressful semester, which you surely have had. i'm proud of you for taking it in stride.

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  56. elish alle

    December 29, 2018 2:49 pm

    hi anabelle! i've been following you for a time now and i love your content a lot! but your cooking! my god your cooking! im a college student and i live away and i've always wanted to cook instead of purge myself on fastfood :< care to share some of your recipes?? 🙂

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  57. Mary Hayward

    December 29, 2018 3:21 pm

    "it's just not worth it, to be so unhappy." i… this is such a simple thing, yet it made me stop the video to think. i struggle with clinical depression, and as absurd as it may seem, that sentence is something to sit back and look upon. i know my illness won't go away because of a cluster of words, and there are hard times ahead of me still, so many battles to be fought with my own mind, no matter how much i wish there weren't. but hearing you say this just strikes a cord for some reason. i don't know, i think it might become somewhat of a lucky charm for me in the future.

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  58. Rana Shaker

    December 30, 2018 11:03 am

    You bring me so much peace, you honestly slow down time for me in the most relaxing way possible💕✨much love for you and your work

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  59. Iva Paunovic

    January 2, 2019 8:11 pm

    I've been stressing about school a lot lately, even though i'm on a week break at the moment, Just the thought that i will have a lot of tests when i go back is scaring me. Annabelle, your way of thinking is very helpful and it gives me motivation to continue studying. Thank you so much <3

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  60. bothynah 1

    March 9, 2019 10:01 pm

    I really love your videos i watch them when i eat or do some works i love listen to your voice in the background talking about your dairies or your school or the other things they really inspire me a lot i love you annabelle so much 🌟💘💘

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  61. Maria Luisa Silva

    June 26, 2019 2:57 pm

    this video actually helped me cause this last 2 days I've had 2 exams and this last one really got me very upset but I did my best so yeah. tomorrow I have the last one and just hope it goes well! thanks for making me feel better with myself and to see that I'm able to be better! byeeee

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  62. Adele Ange

    October 28, 2019 2:29 pm

    Thanks for sharing all of your moments, goods and bads one because it´s whats makes us stay and watch you. Always be authentic and i agree with what you said.

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